This is one fact so true but I cannot accept it. How someone who claims he loves you, can't stop telling you he loves you but yet on the other hand is able to say such harsh words to you. Make you hurt so badly but yet does nothing to make you feel better.
You think in your head all the time, how much sacrifices you are willing to make for your other half. And even if it means to travel back and forth from one end to the other, you have no questions about it, you just do it. But then you'll be upset because the other half isn't as willing as you are. Just how much is he willing to do for you? I'm really curious.
I've let down my ego, my pride one time too many. Even when I really shouldn't, I still do. What would happen if I had not. But now that you've told me to keep it, I know where I stand. Now I know you wouldn't fight for us if I were to leave, if I were to ignore like you would. I've been a fool all along. I've been living in denial, thinking this was a fairy tale with a beautiful ending.
I should have known all these tears don't been a thing to you. Its not even an assumption, you had it said in my face. Choosing to ignore, you're so selfish.
I can't find the strength I need, and when I do, I would be out there chasing whats meant to be mine.
Till that day...
Patience > Strength