My instincts were right once again and I'm so glad I trusted them. Now I can be a much happier person and will be able to experiment different things and feelings in life I once thought I never would anymore, how silly I was then.

I don't care what you might say, might think, might do or how you want to react. I feel its at best that we just leave things the way they are now. 

Though honestly apart from all the bad times we had, I must say the good times are all worth keeping a memory of. And I have never regretted that our paths once crossed. I saw a part of you that no one else did and I believed in you. But through the many disappointments, I'm really sorry boy, I ran out of chance cards. 

So, I'll be leaving you...

....for good.

But I still hope that you'll live life the fullest, 

find a good girl,

treasure her with all your heart.

No more lies.

And lastly.. 

Thank you for all that you've ever done for me.