Exam stress, why so stress ? Because I did not study. Because I'm always skipping lectures. Because I always put my friends and outings before my books. Because I always just want to have fun. Because I think its difficult and I want to escape. Because I think I'm so damn smart I can study at the last hour on my own. Because.... Because of so many other reasons.
Frustration. Anger. Disappointment.
I've realized my mistake and I'm thankful for the amazing people around me in life that have been giving me so much moral support and guiding me through. If they have not given up on me, I have certainly no, NO reason at all to give up on myself. Escaping from it won't do myself any good so I'm gonna be brave, face the consequences and make sure I do well.
Sorry mom and dad for wasting your precious hard earn money. I've been too playful and ignorant. Sorry that because of my wrong doings you guys have to suffer with me. I've known where I went wrong and I promise to not make that same mistake twice.
I'm willing to retake another year, start all over again. I know I can do it, I'm not dumb. I was merely lazy and stubborn. And along the way I'm learning how to do it right too so I'm pretty positive that I'll make it.
I feel so much better after realizing and deciding my next step.
Susu Hwaiting ! :)
AN EXTRA YEAR IS MORE WORTHY THAN A LIFETIME OF REGRET.