As easy as it sounded, it was honestly difficult to even have those words out.
I can say I succeeded in making you believe but trust me, it wasn't entirely what I wanted.
I'm selfish, I made the choice without giving you a chance. Its probably better this way?
The freedom you want that I cant give. The love I want but you cant give.
Our love we used to have was buried under this big complicated mess too deep to retrieve. 
The feelings we have, like a power switch.

I really suck at words. So you can judge and hate me.
I will not try to save myself.



I don't know if you still read my blog.
But if you are reading this...

I want you to know that I enjoyed every second of my life while with you.


I need not say much, after all these years we've spent together, you should know that
happiness is all I can give to you.


All the best.
Love
Fatty Teo