Happy Lunar to all, Gong Xi Fa Cai !

I wasn't exactly excited about cny this year just that I would be slightly busier than usual now that I have Jordon. It wasn't easy planning cause my visitings usually lasts the whole day till pretty late in the night, but we managed to squeeze in a little time for each other.

Prior to cny we did have a little arguments because he felt I wasn't interested in planning nor did I ask anything about his cny schedule. But we did manage to work things out in the end.

But though we did not exactly follow through our plans and ended up in a few squabbles, we still enjoyed the new year overall. With all the angbaos and yummy goodies and gambling. Muahaha baby lost quite abit of money to me and his friends this year. But of course why would I wanna win his money... so we split our overall winnings in the end.
Thats one reason why I love you so much, because you are generous and you have a good heart baby :) You are not calculative and you will always try your best to provide me with what I want or need even if it means to sacrifice on your end. I'm so lucky!


Baby, this cny was a little different compared to the past 22 years that I celebrated. This year I had to include you in my plans which was not easy because like you know what my parents are like... and all my life I only had to plan for my family and in recent years my friends in the night. I apologise if I acted very selfishly and only thought for myself. I know it is not easy for you as well having to include my side this year too and you tried your best to achieve a win-win situation. And on top of that you still had to rush to Hood for a gig despite having insufficient sleep. However I still blamed you and still... only thought about myself. I'm sorry baby.

You are truly an amazing partner baby and I appreciate all that you have done for me. For all times that I have made you upset I hope I can make you twice happier. Its sometimes really hard for me to explain my chain of thoughts, emotions or feelings and so I choose to remain silent, but please be patient with me darling.


And tonight you turned in so early and I'm so lonely... but I'm also equally happy cause at least I know you are getting your much needed rest! Sleep tight my man, sweet dreams.


I love you so so much !!!