How far do you let someone go to accuse you?

For me, because its someone I love dearly, I don't draw a clear line. Because each time they do and say things that hurt me I end up forgiving and forgetting. I think its just me, its just love.

I do get angry at that very moment, I wish to say many nasty things but I don't wish to make matters uglier than it already is, and so I choose to control.

But why do I always end up getting hurt so easily? I guess I am very sensitive. Tiny wrong choices of words can always affect me greatly. Sometimes I misunderstand or the other party is oblivious about what hurt they have just inflicted on me but to me it always mean a great deal.

And while the other party still manages to sleep so soundly, I stay up all night. Thinking and concentrating on the ache my heart is feeling. I will never understand the things you are going through... you never let me and you think I don't try to.

All that I'm doing is making you frustrated while what I was trying to do was to cheer you up.

Mixed feelings I'm feeling that I'm really trying to voice out now but they seem to twirl, tired.


Sometimes I feel loving someone can be really tiring.